18 years old.
college student.
awkward.
complicated.
canadian.
i dream life.
hello to you. this is my blog, a place where i express my thoughts and feelings through words. you aren't supposed to relate to or understand anything that's written on here. if you think you do, then we're on the same boat, welcome aboard.


impolite


i feel so nervous/excited as i am writing this. i’ve been working on the pictures/clothes for impolite for so long now, and seriously, it’s been a lot of work. i wanted to make sure that everything was just like i want it this time, and that you wouldn’t be disappointed with it!

the website has a new address, so if you have heartbreakerclothing.net in your bookmarks, you should now change it to soimpolite.com !

i decided to only use impolite now. i love the word, it just sounds so good when you say it.

i would really appreciate your comments about the new stuff!




missing in action

i know, i know, i’ve been m.i.a for the past few days, but i’m back, and with something new! if you haven’t noticed, i completely changed the website. you can now register for your own account in order to set up your own profile, comment on the posts, and get email notifications whenever the website is updated. the website also isn’t part of blogspot anymore, their ugly layout was bugging me, and that bar on top of the page as well, if you remember it. i’m now hosting the website myself, powered by the amazing wordpress application. sounds good? it sure does to me!

and i’m now back home, holidays are over and i’m kinda happy about it. no more stress, and no more obligated to stay somewhere i don’t wanna be. i’ve been staying home ever since i came back, working on my things. as much as i’d leave home any day to go somewhere else, i don’t think i will ever find a place that feels just like home.

i hope you like the new website, i’ve been working hard on it. let me know if you have any comments or suggestions!

p.s: to register you simply click on “member login/registration” in nagivation on the right.



you’re just not that into me

dont mind the ugly picture, it’s the only one that’s been taken recently, since i’ve been away for the holidays.
life would not be the same without toblerones. you have no idea what you’re missing if you’ve never had it. and you also have no idea how much of it i’ve been eating in the past days.

my christmas was okay, my new year will most likely be the same, even though i pray hard for it to be great.
actually i kind of wish i would’ve just stayed home, i would’ve avoided disappointment.
i kind of hate when people don’t turn out to be who you thought they were, or who they seemed to be during your first impression of them. i should simply finally learn that it is not good to have expectations. but i can’t help it. maybe there is just nothing to do about it.
maybe i’m just looking for something too great, maybe i’m the problem after all, maybe i just cannot be satisfied with anything or anybody.
i don’t like when things start getting old, when relationship slowly dies, when people change.
i want things to be exciting and fun, all the time. i want people to be how i like them to be all the time. i want to be contented with everything.
but this is me asking too much.
although i feel like it’s not that much.
it’s not like i’m asking for luxurious cars, a mansion, an academy award, and a few magazine covers.

i’ve got nothing planned for the day. i’m kinda glad about that. i missed not doing anything.
i’m quite contradicting myself, aren’t i?
i want attention and people around me, but then wanna be alone.
oh, god.

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well, well, well

here is another picture from the shoot i did of my sister, i think i like it even more than the first one.
i’m writing this update mostly to say that i won’t be updating this blog for a little while. i will be busy with christmas and new year. but wait, aren’t we all going to be? so in the end, there is just no point in me updating during this period of time!
i’ve been shooting for the past three days. especially doing the photoshoots for impolite. i am so exhausted, i have the biggest headache ever, so i will make this short.
i hope you guys will have an amazing christmas, i can’t even belive that christmas is in like 2 days, or a day. it’s insane, it doesn’t feel like christmas, at all.
and also, if i don’t post before, happy new year!


i feel regret

i’ve finally got some time on my hands to use my camera again, it makes me so happy, you have no idea. i bought my new camera back in september and this is like, the first time i get to use it for a serious photoshoot! the model in the picture is my sister. we were trying out the new lights that i bought for the studio i’ve set up at home. expect to see a lot of my photography in the near future because i don’t plan on stopping it anytime soon!



awkward me

just because sometimes it’s interesting to see what’s behind the scene.


under the mistletoe


what’s the meaning?